And that is one damn good reason I am smiling from ear to ear.
I don't even give a damn when others gave me that weird stare in the eyes.
Happy = Happy :)

When I saw the msg on the past friday, after my hair cut (yes! again), I was really surprised to see his msg filled with such heart-warming words that could touch my heart, pierce it through and stay in there forever!
I mean, maybe he was forced to express his actual feelings, because I told him to tell me how he feels about me, about us, about him, and what are we now, before making the decision to meet him that night.

Ahhhh...this feeling, my first ever, after a year or so.
Many things happened over the year without my realisation and finally, I am able to truely understand his feelings and feel his words.
No more lies (i hope, as per ur promise), just being cautious.
Cautious about the many "what ifs?"

I've learnt what went wrong and made the step to move on...
and that to me is to move together with him and for him with me, all at the same pace.

No more passive love.
I want a love with communication, and not just routinely asked questions and responses, but something even the heart will know and understand while in the deepest of thoughts...

I don't want to be reliant, but I still want to be protected.
Any girl does. I'm just no exception. Still a little girl at heart.
With that, nothing will stop me from loving you!

So my dear,
Stop thinking of the "what ifs",
and Start thinking of "am I the one for you, to want to protect and to love, and to be with, till death do us apart".

Everything is in the past.
I was upset, and still upset, but I know my feelings for you is true. Never a lie.
Whatever will happen will happen.
Learn from our mistakes and move on. Only time will tell if we are meant to be.
For the both of us, if we are living each day, honest with our own feelings, never be in doubt, that's probably the best gift both of us can give to each other and to the people around us.

Till 24th November 2009 (Tuesday), I will bug you with my 1001 questions and in return, millions of love bites..*hehe*

Thanks for my friends who have been there for me through these tough times=)
Yes, scold him if you want.
He deserves a head knock on the tree trunk!

*hehe*

Going to cut my hair all over again.
Yes!
The current style is just too messy. I can't handle the waves.

Should I go botak?

Today, a brand new feeling just came over me..can't exactly describe them as of now. But still, it's all mixed up.
Brain cant think straight. Been rather drowsy from the medication.
Eyes today were in slight pain too..don't know why.

Need to rest.
Good night Prince.
Good night everyone.

我好怀念那时的拥抱. 那么的温暖.
那总感觉能回来吗?
如果可以重新开始, 你愿意吗?

我爱他, 所以我害怕.
天啊! 你有答案了吗?